2012 : i've been offered to continue my study under supervision of my ex-supervisor. i hold it to 2013 due to the offer was so sudden plus with a lot of works need to be caught up at that time. i am very sorry bro.

2013 : three of my seniors will be going for their further study this year. thus, the department hold any other applications for this year. 2013 is not for me, i guess. maybe next year, i hope. so for this year, i will try to busy myself with preparing the materials and sufficient supported documents to apply for the 2014 intake. in spite of that, i just received an offered from my boss that i will take over the program coordinator position from previous person in-charged with my teaching load will be reduced once the effective date going to be announced soon. he also invited me to join his project team which majority of the team members had their "dr" title. the project and the offer will take around 2-3 years term. ya allah, i do not know whether i should feel sad or happy. oh, i do feel scare at the same time. at the end of conversation, he asked me --- "do you have any plan to pursue your study soon?" --- "when it will be?" --- i replied with simple and short answer, "yes, next year if possible." --- he replied to me back,"oh. ok, u can have a try to submit the application. but i am not sure whether the management can release u or not. as for me, i don't have any problems for that." --- hurm. there will be gonna a great challenge ahead.