yeay, semester break has just begun.

technically, i'm happy because i don't have to talk in front of the crowd. those who know me before, i used to be very shy in public. seriously! i still remember the conversation between me and my friends when we were in final year of study about our career in future. i told them that i like to teach others but i am not confident enough to speak in front of numbers of people so i will apply for the position which only need to deal with equipment or robot after i graduated soon. heh. but Allah knows better. in the end, i stuck in the crowd. well, what to do. i have to take this challenge as it has already become part of my responsibilities now. heu heu heu.

emotionally, i'm ...hurm... wordless. my daily routine continues. but this time around the feeling is different. i sit back and more relax. i started to make myself invisible. i tend to ignore my surrounding. the world is just between me, my laptop and my headphone. i rather listen to the instrumentals than join the other staff gossiping. see, how wordless i am. heh. so by doing this, i will have enough time to daydream. hik hik hik.

and today, while i sit on my seat --- my mind can't resist to flashback memories of my childhood, high school years until what have brought me to where i am today. alhamdulillah, i feel so blessed. thank you Allah for those valuable wonderful life experiences that i will never forget till my last breath, insyaallah. i was born in kl and grew up in jb. at age of eight, we the whole family moved to jb. one year later, ayah passed away. he left us. then mak replaced his role to take care of us alone. she struggled a lot to raise us up. since ayah left, i made a promise to myself that i want to make my family happy despite of my mischievous behavior. huhu.


oh, what kind of mischievous things that i've done?



to be continued ...