I wish I can contribute something to people ...

what is my contribution to society?

Think.
Think.

and Think again.

I tried to recall and I found nothing.

Sigh.

Kehidupan aku lately banyak berkisar tentang hospital which I have to adapt the environment walaupun aku tak suka sebenarnya. Why I hate to be in such place? Everytime aku ke sana, mesti hati aku jadi sayu which I don't know how to explain it by words. Seriusly, aku tak boleh tengok people in pain especially patient yang under treatment. Mereka sangat lemah tapi semangat mereka kuat! Apa yang membuatkan aku tambah sedih is that, i can't help them much. I don't know how to help them to heal the pain.

Hanya doa yang dapat memberi kekuatan kepada hambaNya.