Get Ready to Sleep

Myself
I couldn't sleep.
My head is spinning around.
I feel like I am in a FuzzyDizzy mode.
I wanna study but my brain couldn't functioning well tonight.
It seems like there are heavy loads being congested in my brain.
What are the types of loads?
Erghh... I am not sure. Maybe some kind of excessive fluids, I guess.
.Heavy flu.Too many 'acheww!'.Fever.Sorethroat. Yes, I had those symptoms.
Owh, I really hope its just a normal Fever-Flu condition not the popular swine flu virus.

Family
I had a great chitchat with fara just now.
We talked about medicine topics. She shared lots of information on what she knows about bone marrow, biopsy, and some psychological matters. Thank God, I have her to refer to on some medical terms that I had never heard before. At the end of conversation, we discussed seriously on .how to survive in life. what should we be prepared. Lastly, I was a little bit upset when she said some facts to me. Fara said that Don't bother much about that facts. We just have to pray to Allah for the miracles of His power. Now, I can feel my head is spinning at abnormal rate of speed. We stopped the conversation. I really hope that I can sleep right after the chitchat but unfortunately I can't.

Friends
I couldn't think properly. I act weirdly. I misbehave myself.
Just now I had send crapping-messages to some of my friends.
I disturbed them late at night which I shouldn't have to do that.
I just can't control my mind.
Sigh.

Arghh....
What is happening?
I am talking nonsense!

Please, I need a proper sleep.
Get ready for dark circle under my eyes next morning.

Argh.....
Don't think too much.